Life slowly returns to normal for SJS survivor, SpunkyRachel

January 5th, 2009 by Jennifer Walker-Journey

Rachel, known as SpunkyRachel online, says she was caught off guard by friends – both old and new – who had seen her videos on YouTube. She had posted several of them these past few months – some with her bald head uncovered and her dark skin blotched with white patches.

Rachel was looking for others like her – people who had taken common medication, like ibuprofen from the super market, and had a severe adverse reaction called Stevens Johnson Syndrome (SJS) or its most severe form toxic epidermal necrolysis (TEN).

She shared her struggle in the videos and in an interview with me – how her skin blistered and peeled off in sheets, how sores blossomed on and in her mouth and her eyes became bloodshot. “Dracula eyes,” she called it. It was her gynecologist – who also serves as her primary care physician – who diagnosed her with . He sent her immediately to the emergency room.

“They (emergency room staff) kept asking me, ‘What did you take? What did you take?’ and I kept saying, ‘nothing,’” she says, because the last medication she had taken – the ibuprofen for a headache – was two weeks earlier.

The next few days were a blur. Rachel was admitted to the hospital on a Friday, and by Sunday doctors were putting her into a drug-induced coma to shield her from the pain and heal her battered body. Ninety-seven percent of her skin had peeled away. She stayed in the coma for six weeks. What she remembers of that time are vivid dreams and nightmares. Rachel’s recovery was slow and arduous. The videos, it seems, were a way for her to cope, to fully understand the battle she had fought. Some don’t win that battle. Knowing that, she says, both frightens and humbles her.

Nearly five months after she fell ill, Rachel’s life is beginning to return to normal. She celebrated Christmas with her family. “I almost wasn’t here on Christmas,” she says. Last week she returned to her job full time. She is no longer in rehab. (She stopped a week and a half early, she says, because insurance stopped paying.) “My wounds have healed,” she says, though the condition has caused macular degeneration. “I may lose my eyesight.” She’ll have to follow a rigorous eye hydration regime to keep her eyes as healthy as possible.

Most importantly, as she heals, Rachel is trying not to clutter her mind with negative thoughts – like, what if the condition returns. “I hear this is normal – for me to feel this way,” she says.

Rachel’s desire is to develop a community on YouTube for people affected by and TEN. If you or a member of your family has been touched by or TEN, Rachel encourages you to contact her through her YouTube channel.

  • spunkyrachel
    hello! this is spunkyrachel! i was googling spunkyrachel and this is where it led me. i am very surprised and happy to discover that someone took the time to tell my story. it really means alot to me.
    i am doing pretty good considering....i have been very depressed, but i have been to a doctor and he put me on some" happy pills"! lol! he said that i have situational depression. i have decided to also go to counseling that will be starting soon.
    i got so depressed that i was actually thinking of taking life! can you beleive that!? sounds stupid right? after everything that i have been through and how hard i fought to be here! it's crazy! i knew that i was getting depressed, but i thought that i would pass and that i would just get over it,but it only got worse.
    i am happy to say that i am much better now! and i look forward to what life has to offer me. it can only get better from here.
    thank you to the person that posted my story on this site. God Bless you!

    spunkyrachel
  • Hi SpunkyRachel! It is so good to hear from you. Ever since our last
    conversation, I have checked back on YouTube from time to time to see if
    there was an update from you. You lived through an incredible condition,
    so it is no surprise you experienced some depression afterwards. I am
    thankful you found help. I wish you the best for a full recovery.

    Jennifer Walker-Journey
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