Rachel was looking for others like her – people who had taken common medication, like ibuprofen from the super market, and had a severe adverse reaction called Stevens Johnson Syndrome (SJS) or its most severe form toxic epidermal necrolysis (TEN).

She shared her struggle in the videos and in an interview with me – how her skin blistered and peeled off in sheets, how sores blossomed on and in her mouth and her eyes became bloodshot. “Dracula eyes,” she called it. It was her gynecologist – who also serves as her primary care physician – who diagnosed her with SJS. He sent her immediately to the emergency room.

“They (emergency room staff) kept asking me, ‘What did you take? What did you take?’ and I kept saying, ‘nothing,’” she says, because the last medication she had taken – the ibuprofen for a headache – was two weeks earlier.

The next few days were a blur. Rachel was admitted to the hospital on a Friday, and by Sunday doctors were putting her into a drug-induced coma to shield her from the pain and heal her battered body. Ninety-seven percent of her skin had peeled away. She stayed in the coma for six weeks. What she remembers of that time are vivid dreams and nightmares. Rachel’s recovery was slow and arduous. The videos, it seems, were a way for her to cope, to fully understand the battle she had fought. Some don’t win that battle. Knowing that, she says, both frightens and humbles her.

Nearly five months after she fell ill, Rachel’s life is beginning to return to normal. She celebrated Christmas with her family. “I almost wasn’t here on Christmas,” she says. Last week she returned to her job full time. She is no longer in rehab. (She stopped a week and a half early, she says, because insurance stopped paying.) “My wounds have healed,” she says, though the condition has caused macular degeneration. “I may lose my eyesight.” She’ll have to follow a rigorous eye hydration regime to keep her eyes as healthy as possible.

Most importantly, as she heals, Rachel is trying not to clutter her mind with negative thoughts – like, what if the condition returns. “I hear this is normal – for me to feel this way,” she says.

Rachel’s desire is to develop a community on YouTube for people affected by SJS and TEN. If you or a member of your family has been touched by SJS or TEN, Rachel encourages you to contact her through her YouTube channel.

SOURCE: Stevens Johnson Syndrome › Life slowly returns to normal for SJS survivor, SpunkyRachel